1. |
Shameless
06:41
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2. |
Not Home Today
04:08
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Walking here alone
With my daddy next to me
Don’t know where we’re going
Hope today I get some sleep
Suffocating in this cage
The don’t care ‘bout my age
Feeling shitty every day
Hope to get some food
Why did we leave home today?
Can’t my friends come out and play?
Why are you so sad?
Did you want mommy instead?
Every trust I had,
is gone like our shed
I miss you so much
Why didn’t you come with us?
Why did we leave home today?
Can’t my friends come out and play?
Why do people hate so much
Can’t you see that my home is gone?
What did we do wrong?
Expecting everyone to bleed…..
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3. |
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Here on the water is a nice place to be
Surrounded by friends, what a beautiful scenery
My boat is rocking, and I like this sound
Fishing for coins, is what we found
Diving in the water, hiding what I really feel
You see us laughing, but you know this isn’t real
How do we feed us, without this place?
With the coins that are holy, they give us a change
Leave us, we’re barely holding on
See us, I’m begging you
You see joy and happiness, but really we are on our own
No parents guiding us, so we are grasping straws…
Leave us, we’re barely holding on
See us, I’m begging you
Feed us, we’re starving to death
Help me, There’s no escape from this
Funding this starvation deep inside
feeling agitated all the time
Depletion is not helping me at all
Struggling to withhold my fall
You are not emphatic toward us
Even we’re not asking for that much
Nobody is helping us at all
Struggling to withhold our fall
Life is no friend of mine
I’ve seen too much
Shadows are taking over
My dream are gone
Help me…
Kill me…
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4. |
The Destruction Of You
02:26
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Do you think it’s okay,
that I took your dreams away?
Do you think that it is fair,
that I shot you from the air?
Don’t know even know your name.
It sounds insane
Do you think that I am bad?
Or do you think I ever had the life you created for yourself?
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5. |
Leave My Mind Sometimes
05:43
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We started out, when we were young
I came new to this town
And I thought you were my friend
But things shifted as we grew up
You moved elsewhere, and I was stuck
In this place
You were gone, while having fun
And I was here for you to fear
Atrocity, in my mind
Can’t escape, feeling tired
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Hateful, towards my love
Gruesome, thoughts I have
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
I am calm now don’t be scared
I moved for you, but you left
It’s okay…. I’ll stay here
I think of you, and I love you
Sorry I was ungrateful
I didn’t mean to.
I saw you with someone else
I’m sorry but she has to burn
Atrocity, in my mind
Can’t escape, feeling tired
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Hateful, towards my love
Gruesome, thought I have
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
Leave my mind sometimes
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6. |
Us
04:15
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7. |
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Walking down this road, expect a change of scenery
But alas, it’s the same story you will see
Hiding away, in my own reality
Now that I am sure, I’m not meant here to be
Fighting a war, is how it really feels/seems
It’s hard to explain, but it comes down on me
Everything I do is to keep you away from thee
But now that I’m sure, you’re not meant here to be
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8. |
The Day I Stopped...
09:56
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It’s striking fast, I didn’t see that one coming
I thought I would last, not gonna happen to me
no, no, no
My posture has changed, I’m not the same
Not feeling ashamed, of the stuff I will do to you
To you
Expressing feelings in my present state
I know it’s easier to embrace the change
Pushing you away, didn’t seem strange
Today all is great, but I still remember those days
Recovering, will take all my life it seems
But I can’t discard, the day that I stopped
The day that I stopped
The day that I stopped
The day that I stopped
Expressing feelings in my present state
I know it’s easier to embrace the change
Dazed, Numb, Callous, Empty, Stunned, Dead Inside
Panic, Attack, Stress, Feeling Ashamed, Paralyzed
I am burned out now, can’t turn it around
This will be the day I stopped
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Time moves so slow, when you’re young
Days don’t seem to matter, but they do
You don’t seem to care at all, when you’re older
The past will bring you down
Yes it will
You
It's all about
You
There’s only
You
You
It's all about
You
There’s only
You
And, it started in the early days
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10. |
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Choices I made today, will catch up with me
The next couple of years will be tough on us
These days It's a way of me, to stay afloat
Softening the incident, through repeat
The chemicals are numbing me, but not enough
Ripples are growing, please make it stop.
Cause I'm stuck
Cannot stop the atrocity, from rising
Feeding away at me, exhausting
Normal feels like a stranger
My fondest memories, I can't think of one
Everything ends and start the same
I can't continue like this
I need to make amends
Cannot stop the atrocity, from rising
Feeding away at me, exhausting
Cannot stop the atrocity
It is taking over me
These days you break away from me
I find it difficult to see
But now I've come to stay with you
But you want nothing to do with me
I am ashamed to see you
How can I take your pain away
Can we turn back time this once?
Because I just can't live without you hon!
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You won’t hear me, enough
You won’t see me, enough
I will not be here, today
Please don’t ask me to stay
You won’t feel me, these days
Please don’t count on me, for some time
Expecting nothing in return from you
‘Cause you should expect something from me
This darkness inside of me is working through
I feel this energy burning a hole – inside
Feeling the loneliness, when having this pain
Unable to communicate, feeling ashamed of this
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, I feel inside
My feelings are set in stone, so I feel
I want to end it all, stopping this pain
Maybe I need help…
But people are rejecting me, these days
Maybe I’m a fool for letting people go
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, I feel inside
Darkness, why do I lie?
Darkness, take my life
Take my life
Take my life
Take my life
Darkness
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